so i finally succombed and made a myspace

click on thing for link . . . i still cannot believe i made one . . .

okay, recap on last week or so

friday -- sister got to go to a dance . . . i got to stay home with mom and keep her company cause she wasn't working . . . whoopdee do

saturday -- i came home at midnight smellin like hot tub and girl. namely nicole.  me + princess + potato + hot tub + princess's bed + potato and my's flexibility + princess knowing all of a guy's "tingly spots" = quite an imaginative and fun night at the walker residence

sunday -- church first, then brought sister and friend to doctor's picnic thing at forest lodge.  an hour later picked up potato and went to picnic and ate . . . a lot and a LOT of good food.  well, i guess i was just hungry cause i didnt eat like, at all saturday.  had a cheeseburger, chicken wings, corn on the cob, fries, cotton candy, ice cream, an icy thing, and more fries.  we got bored, and me, sister, sister's friend jackie, and potato drove over to the mall, potato and i looked around, i tried on clothes and shopped some, and we all met after we watched corpse bride.  what a greeaaatt movie! *tear* a little at the end. was be-ootiful.  oh! and i got x-men legends II: rise of apocalypse! havent gotten a chance to really play it all that much tho, been like, seriously busy.

tuesday -- sang in front of school for lauds again with jammin' cmc. seems like the more i do it, the more funner it is! hahaha was fun, good song, new band is amazing! everyone sounds so good! and like, i got many positive praises on my vocals, which makes me happy and feel all good inside   lots o people signed up to join school band this year, sos me and scott are gonna have to work schedule out for everyone else, takin turns and such.  still only me on vocals tho . . . and scotty is absolutely amazing on piano/keyboard, so i guess we be on most of the time.

yupp, so that's basically it for this week. and i get to see jamie everyday!! *daily jamie hug* homecoming is on the same day as the SAT's . . . so they pushed everything back by an hour so that people can come even if they're takin them, which is awesome! anyone wanna come to homecoming? like, even from warren? i'll just pick you up after the sat's and like, we can go! free food, football, and like, sooo much fun!

okie doke, time for class. but first: (stolen from potato)

whee!! let's see if i can do this. but everyone's free to post!

WHOO HOOO!!!!! NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!! go construction and having to shut down the water main for 8 hours thus cancelling school for a day!!!!!

and no, turns out we're not going to the zoo cause everyone's so friggin busy with like, colleges and tons of work to do with applications . . . *bonks applications on the head* i really really wanna go to the zoo tho, so maybe this weekend or somethin. call me if you wanna go! need the pictures for art and would love to just go out with a bunch of people and have some fun with it hahaha. so yea, call and we make plans

bored in study hall right now . . . sooooo i stole this from jamie

01. Name: Jonathan-Andrew Nuesa Soriano
02. Birth date: May 20
03. Birthplace: Somerset, NJ
04. Current Location: in Morristown right now (i think) at school, but i live in Warren
05. Eye Color: brown - depending on day, dark brown or light brown
06. Hair Color: usually black, but since i was in the sun all summer it kinda turned brown
07. Height: 5' 8" gah, i hate being short
08. Righty or Lefty: righty
09. Zodiac Sign: taurus
10. Marital Status: single
11. Nicknames: Jon, Johnny, Johnny A, Tiger, Larry, ADD
12. Number of Siblings: one
13. Name of Siblings: Andrea

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STUFF THAT ISN'T REALLY IMPORTANT BUT IS ASKED ANYWAYS

14. What did you do yesterday?: well, first i went to church and then ate lunch with mom and sister, dropped sister off at SAT class, i went to school for a 2 hour or so long community service coordinators training thing, picked up sister, went home, watched tv, did all my homework and watched tv
15. What are you doing today?: school (was totally hyper at the beginnin and i came late) and then seein if i can go out later today cause no school tomorrow! probably just hangin out with friends after school
16. What are you doing tomorrow?: eat, sleep, tv, college stuff
17. What are you listening to?: absolutely nothin cept the songs in my head
18. What country would you most like to visit?: europe
19. What are you most afraid of?: being alone
20. What are you wearing?: my favorite pair of non-jean pants (american eagle -- low rise boot cut brown khakis), my island boxers, a pink button down from aeropostale that people wanna buy off me, cool looking brown leather belt with lots o holey thingies, and white sneakers from sketchers
21. What are you thinking about right now?: plannin what i should do with the rest of the week and weekend
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: white (ish my favorite color)
23. One pillow or two, cotton or feather?: two pillows feather
24. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup?: put the whole thing in my mouth
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ARE YOU...

25. Single?: and lovin it
26. Quiet?: hell no
27. Understanding?: yar
28. Arrogant?: nope
29. Insecure?: not usually
30. Interesting?: i guess so
31. Friendly?: 100% of the time
32. Smart?: some people say i am, i dont think so
33. Moody?: depends
34. Childish?: "jon, you would make the perfect 7 year old"
35. Independent?: most of the time
36. Emotionally Stable?: hahaha, that's a funny question
37. Shy?: at first, but then i realize, what's the point?
38. Attractive?: uh . . . i hope so
39. Bored Easily: omg, you have no idea
40. Responsible?: depends on what i'm being responsible for
41. Sad?: only at home
42. Obsessive?: when it comes to art
43. Obsessive compulsive?: sometimes
44. Psycho?: everyone has a little psycho in them
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WHAT'S...

45. Your heritage?: full blooded philippino
46. Your weakness?: a girl who can dance well, and not just that lame grinding stuff
47. Your fears?: being alone without friends to be with
48. Your perfect pizza?: that cheesesteak pizza from domino's
49. Your pet peeve?: people who dont care about other people's feelings
50. Your current mood?: full of pent of energy that i've been releasing in large random bursts throughout the day
51. Your current music?: anything
52. Your current taste?: not eating anything, but craving those golden oreos that taste just like vanilla and are so really really sweet
53. Your current hair?: medium-ish messed up with wax/gel like stuff
54. Your current smell: a computer?
55. Your current favorite celebrity: jessica simpson
56. Your most overused phrase on AIM/AOL/MSN?: like
57. Your thoughts first waking up?: god, where's the damn snooze button?
58. Your best physical feature?: erm . . . my eyes and hair?
59. Your bedtime?: blegh, 10 o'clock, but i dont usually go to sleep til 11:30
60. Your most missed memory?: being able to hang out with everyone without havin to deal with the dramas of high school
61. Your good luck charm?: any of my necklaces
62. Your favorite quote?: "A good friend is one who helps you up when you fall.  A best friend is one who trips you again and laughs with you"
63. The worst song you ever heard: erm, cant think of one
64. The last thing you ate?: tacos for lunch
65. The last thing you said?: "well, i'm either gonna sell or give this shirt to mike at the end of senior year cause he really wanted to buy it last year, and when i do that, i can give you this belt if you still really like it by then?"
66. The best song you ever heard?: omg, toooooo many
67. The shoes you wore today?: white sketchers with no laces
68. The most embarrassing thing you've done?: i have no shame
69. Your room is like?: gross and boring cause i'm not allowed to decorate it. but it's blue and white, and only has my bed and clothes in it
70. Goal you'd like to achieve?: gettin into my early decision college

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HAVE YOU EVER

71. Fallen for your best friend?: nooooo . . . way too complicated then. too much drama
72. Made out with JUST a friend?: yepp, "friends with benefits" plural
73. Been rejected?: yes
74. Been in love?: nope
75. Been in lust?: of course, and anyone who says has not is lying
76. Used someone?: that's mean
77. Been used?: i dont think so
78. Cheated on someone?: no
79. Been cheated on?: no
80. Done something you regret?: yea
81. Loved someone so much it made you cry?: not yet
82. Smoked?: ew gross
83. Broken the law?: . . . let's not go there
84. Broken a bone?: yepp. both wrists and both shoulders
85. Cheated on a test?: duh, that's what we do at delbarton
86. Skinny dipped?: ya
87. Played truth or dare?: hahaha yepp. good times
88. Flashed someone?: nope
89. Mooned someone?: sail caribbean -- all the guys on my boat mooned the entire camp including directors during the last "sail caribbean olympics" thing when we had to do a synchronized swim. big trouble but incredibly hilarious. no one could really get mad at us
90. Kissed someone you didn't know?: like . . . how well is "didnt know" like . . . not know their name? or not knowing their personality? but yes to both
91. Been in a physical fight?: nah, cept when i did tae kwon do for years
92. Ridden in a police car?: nope. but it looks like fun!
93. Been on a plane?: many many times
94. Come close to dying?: yepp
95. Been in a sauna?: no
96. Been in a hot tub?: i love hot tubs
97. Swam in the ocean?: i love the ocean
98. Done illegal drugs?: gross
99. Played a game that required removal of clothing?: *snicker* haha they dont call me a stripper for nothin
100. If so, was it mixed company?: what other way is there to do it?
101. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated?: yuh huh
102. Been called a tease?: unfortunately, yes
103. Gotten beaten up?: no
104. Considered a life of crime?: why would i?
105. Considered being a hooker?: . . . no answer
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON

106. You talked to in person?: andrew kreite
107. You talked to on the phone?: uhhhhh . . . steph i think
108. You instant messaged?: my cousin
109. You had lunch with?: erm, pilgrim, joint, schweitzer, and seigert
110. You kissed?: i dont remember . . . it has been like, a few weeks tho . . . gettin kinda "restless" here hahaha
111. Who broke your heart?: no one yet
112. Who kissed you?: ^ ^ ^
113. You had physical contact with?: um, john when i gave him a hug
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DO YOU

114. Color your hair?: haha i've been wanting to, but nope
115. Have tattoos? want one. not big, just somethin
116. Have Piercings?: i want one ear pierced, but it would look horrible on me
117. Floss daily?: nope
118. Own a web cam?: got one for christmas, dunno how to use it
119. Ever get off the computer?: i'm not on that often
120. Like Parks?: yes! oooo naturey!
121. Like school?: i like the people but not the learning part with work
122. Collect anything?: necklaces from different parts of my life
123. Work?: i worked over the summer as a receptionist at mom's office
124. Like shopping?: hahahaha waaaay too much for any guy to like shopping
125. Party?: whoo hoo! party!
126. Smoke?: again, ew, gross
127. Sing?: almost constantly. i think i've somehow become a popular lead vocalist for the school and the school's band and i have no clue how i did it. apparently people werent just being nice when they said good things about my singing hahaha makes me feel better tho
128. Have a crush?: not right now. havent met anyone new since school started. kinda makin me sad
129. Do you think you've been in love?: not yet
130. Want to go to college?: yuh huh
131. Like(d) high school?: i love high school!
132. Want to get married?: like, when i'm 25 - 30
133. Believe in yourself?: sometimes
134. Get motion sickness?: below decks on ships when it's raining and sometimes in a car, but not often
135. Think you're attractive?: that's not for me to decide
136. Think you're a health freak?: hahahahahaha, jon like meat
137. Get along with your parent(s)?: not most of the time
138. Like thunderstorms?: i love storms!
139. Play an instrument?: sing and piano?
140. Do you have a lava lamp?: yepp . . . broke it tho
141. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope

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PREFERENCES.....

142. Pepsi or Coke: coke
143. McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds for chicken selects, but burger king for everything else
144. Single or group dates: whatever
145. Adidas or Nike: they're just shoes
146. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
147. Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla's so much more better
148. Cappuccino or coffee: both are icky
149. Chicken or fish: chicken!
150. Thongs or Panties (girls only please): . . .
151. Boxers or Briefs (guys only please): boxers
152. Candy or mints: candy

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IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU
153. Drunk alcohol?: yepp!
154. Smoked?: once again . . . ew, gross
155. Done a drug?: drugs are bad for you
156. Had Sex?: nyuh uh
157. Made Out?: yes
158. Gone on a date?: nope
159. Gone to the mall?: hahaha of course i have!
160. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: yesh, i love oreos. especially the golden ones. i heard oreos are bad for you but who cares?
161. Eaten sushi?: yes
162. Been on stage?: hahaha ya, had much fun with tersey
163. Been dumped?: nope
164. Gone skating?: no
165. Made homemade cookies?: no
166. Gone skinny dipping?: no
167. Dyed your hair?: nyope
168. Stolen anything?: a ti-89 calculator that no one was claiming in the senior commons
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IN A GUY/GIRL

169. Best eye color: blue or green
170. Best hair color: blonde (haha yea, i fall for those blonde hair blue eyed white girls)
171. Short or long hair: definitely has to be long hair. and cant be messy long hair, has to be nice long hair
172. Height: shorter . . . blegh, hate that i'm short too
173. Best weight: skinny? normal? not fat tho, but i dont mind just a little
174. Best articles of clothing: anything, just so long as she looks good in what she wears
175. Best first date location: uh . . . the mall?
176. Best first kiss location: under the stars
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

177. Aliens?: ya, we cant be the only ones out here
178. Angels?: yepp
179. Heaven?: oo purdy
666. Hell?: yea
180. God?: yuh huh
181. Yourself? at times
182. Ghosts?: ya, but they freak the shit out of me
183. Love?: yes
184. Love at first sight: ya, but it depends if they feel the same at first sight
185. The Tooth Fairy?: never have
186. Santa Claus?: yaaa! santa!!!
187. The Easter Bunny?: no, always thought he was kinda stupid. i mean, a bunny who lays eggs?
188. Cupid?: sure
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YOUR FUTURE

189. Where do you want to go to college?: Pomona College in Claremont, CA
190. What do you want to be when you grow up?: somethin to do with helpin animals or people
192. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with..?: dunno, probably havent met her yet
193. Where do you want to get married?: waterfront on a beach or in a "garden of eden" type thing
194. Do you want to have a small or big wedding?: big would be cool i guess
195. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: uh, tropical place like hawaii or somethin
196. Do you want to have children?: sure, why not?
197. How many children do you want to have?: whatever, 2 or 3 i guess
198. What do you want to name them?: omg, i totally havent thought this far into the future yet!
199. Where do you want to live?: suburbs of some major city like nyc or la
200. How do you want to die?: happily in my sleep

ok, that's enough for today hahahaha

frickin' A

everythin was goin great til today, when i had too much time to think and parental units pushed me over the edge. and it wasn't even my mom this time . . . thanks so effin' muchly stephanie chang for takin all o this crap from me! it gets a lot more meatier about a third of the way

 JoSo52o:  omg steph chang
JoSo52o:   . . .
mystillusion:  om jon soriano
mystillusion:  . . .
JoSo52o:  i think i did somethin bad
mystillusion:  *omg
mystillusion:  uh oh
mystillusion:  what did jon do?
JoSo52o:  ah . . .
JoSo52o:  i quit tennis
JoSo52o:  i mean, i've never really liked it all that much
JoSo52o:  and i know that i'd be on varsity this year just cause i'm a senior
JoSo52o:  and it probably wouldnt be as fun
JoSo52o:  cause last year it wasnt all that fun anyway
JoSo52o:  but dad signed me up for lessons on friday
JoSo52o:  on fridays*
JoSo52o:  and i didnt want to go to them
JoSo52o:  cause i never really like tennis in the first place
JoSo52o:  as a competitive sport anyway
JoSo52o:  i like doing it with friends
JoSo52o:  but that's it
JoSo52o:  so i'm not taking tennis lessons anymore
JoSo52o:  and now i feel all guilty
mystillusion:  aww
mystillusion:  is your daddy angry?
JoSo52o:  no
JoSo52o:  cause he kinda got it a year ago
JoSo52o:  but i never really said it til today
JoSo52o:  i mean
JoSo52o:  i liked it for the exercise
JoSo52o:  but i never really liked the sport
JoSo52o:  but now i dont really have exercise
JoSo52o:  and i'm gonna feel bad about myself
mystillusion:  eepsies
mystillusion:  work out!
JoSo52o:  and, my dad and i never really had anything else in common besides tennis
mystillusion:  we should play tennis together
mystillusion:  get in our workout
JoSo52o:  so now i dont think i'm ever gonna like, talk to him about anything again
JoSo52o:  gah, that would be fun
mystillusion:  oh come on, i'm sure you will
JoSo52o:  but i dunno how much of a workout it'll be
mystillusion:  i could be like!! tennis every sunday
JoSo52o: 
mystillusion:  lol
mystillusion:  we should have a tennis thing every sunday
JoSo52o:  haha i was thinkin of like, goin to the gym or somethin
mystillusion:  you, me, elaine, or something
JoSo52o:  yea, i guess so
mystillusion:  that'd be cool
JoSo52o:  but it's just gonna bother me cause my dad and i never spent that much time together in the first place
JoSo52o:  except when we played tennis
JoSo52o:  so now i'm like, never ever gonna see him ever
JoSo52o:  cause all he does is go to work for the day, come home for a couple minutes, go play tennis for 3 or 4 hours, comes home and goes to sleep
JoSo52o:  like, i asked him if he knew if there was anything else in my life that he knew i was doing or really into or interested in
JoSo52o:  and he couldnt think of anything
JoSo52o:  like, he didnt know that i liked doing art a lot and i'm like, good at it
JoSo52o:  he didnt know that i was like, the lead singer of the school
JoSo52o:  he didnt know that i took 5 ap's this year
JoSo52o:  or that i got a 5 on my ap biology exam
JoSo52o:  he didnt even know that i did community service often
JoSo52o:  or want to go to football games or somethin
mystillusion:  hmm
mystillusion:  well, that's not your fault really
mystillusion:  it's his for not asking
JoSo52o:  yea, but like, i just realized how little time we spend together
JoSo52o:  and it's so sad
JoSo52o:  and i dont like my mom all too much cause she's insane
JoSo52o:  like, it's just awkward
mystillusion:  awww
mystillusion:  well, if you think it's that much of aproblem
mystillusion:  then take action
mystillusion:  try to spend more time with him
mystillusion:  and stuff
JoSo52o:  yea, i've been trying to do that lately
JoSo52o:  it's just, he's not home very often
JoSo52o:  and when he is home, i'm doing homework
JoSo52o:  and when we go out on vacation
JoSo52o:  he doesnt really like spending time with us
JoSo52o:  he'd rather do somethin on his own
JoSo52o:  i mean, right now, he's basically just the guy who pays for my gas
JoSo52o:  like, it's become weird so there's like, not so much emotional connection with either of my parents
mystillusion:  and i'm guessing you want there to be...
JoSo52o:  well, yea, even just a little
JoSo52o:  like, right now, i cant honestly say i love either of them
JoSo52o:  cause i've never actually heard it from them
JoSo52o:  so i dont really know what it means
JoSo52o:  like, i know it's not just like, "ooooo i love ice cream!"
JoSo52o:  i dunno
JoSo52o:  my parents dont love or like each other, and can barely stand each other in the same house
JoSo52o:  i love my sister i guess
JoSo52o:  but i'd like to feel the same way about my parents every once in a while you know?
JoSo52o:  but i dont think i used to be distant with my dad
JoSo52o:  i wonder what my dad's doin with his time nowadays
JoSo52o:  i'm always wonderin if he's havin an affair or somethin
JoSo52o:  i mean, at least he'd be happy doing that
mystillusion:  that's so scandalous
JoSo52o:  blegh
JoSo52o:  i know my mom doesnt like him
JoSo52o:  and he doesnt like my mom
JoSo52o:  i dont see why they just dont break it off and get a new husband or wife
mystillusion:  well, they might be staying together for the sake of you guys
mystillusion:  some parents do that
JoSo52o:  yea, i've thought of that
JoSo52o:  but i mean
JoSo52o:  i think they'd both feel better if they broke it off
JoSo52o:  and it's not like they both take part in our lives at the same time anyways
JoSo52o:  like, they cant be in the same room together
JoSo52o:  and if we're all driving somewhere, mom has to sit in the back while either andrea or me sit in the front next to dad
mystillusion:  that's weird
mystillusion:  o_O
JoSo52o:  ya
JoSo52o:  and you can just feel it if they're in the same room together
JoSo52o:  like, in the kitchen or somethin
JoSo52o:  like, it is sooooo awkward just sittin there eating while your two parents are pointedly ignoring each other while making their dinner or somethin
JoSo52o:  i dont think i've actually heard them speak ot each other
JoSo52o:  they always make me or andrea be the go-between
JoSo52o:  like, "go tell your dad blah blah blah blah"
JoSo52o:  so we'd end up going back and forth like 5 times replying and asking questions for the other
mystillusion:  hmm
mystillusion:  well, i guess that's just the way they work
JoSo52o:  dad says it's menopause and because mom changed when she started becomin all into their job
JoSo52o:  ya, maybe
mystillusion:  they sleep together tho, don't they?
JoSo52o:  mom says it's because dad didnt change when they moved to the states
JoSo52o:  ah . . . no
JoSo52o:  that's why we have my dad's bedroom and my mom's bedroom
JoSo52o:  remember when you came over and watched tv in that big room with a bunch of us?
JoSo52o:  with the big bed
JoSo52o:  and a high ceiling?
mystillusion:  yea
JoSo52o:  that was my mom's room
mystillusion:  ohhh
mystillusion:  where's your dad's room?
JoSo52o:  my dad's room my mom makes us lock when people come over
JoSo52o:  cause she thinks it's an embarrassment to see it all messy or whatever
JoSo52o:  and it's not even messy
JoSo52o:  erm
JoSo52o:  at the end of that weird hallway thing
JoSo52o:  right before my sister's bedroom and the library
mystillusion:  ah
mystillusion:  okie
JoSo52o:  ya
JoSo52o:  it's never open
JoSo52o:  so no one goes in there
JoSo52o:  when people are over that is
JoSo52o:  me and andrea go in there all the time cause dad has the comfiest blankets and comforters and everything
JoSo52o:  and he has the exercising stuff there too
JoSo52o:  cept for the treadmill
JoSo52o:  that's in mom's bedroom
JoSo52o:  and he has a tv
JoSo52o:  and mom never goes into that room
JoSo52o:  so it's always mom free

omg, i HATE it when i dont know what to feel and i get all confuzzled . . . . there should be a guide to living through these kind of situations.  gah, i wish emotions were all like, nto so complicated and we didnt have to sort through them all and i wish everything was perfect every single day instead of just most of the time. i wish families weren't so like, messed up and i wish i had one of those picture perfect lives . . . i miss the times i didnt wish at all

whoa . . . havent updated in forEVER

1. summer was super amazing fun
2. i love my friends to death
3. major wardrobe update over the summer
4. senior year's soooo friggin awesome!

been in school for a week now, and every single day has been soooooooo much like . . . good? hahaha, and it's weird. takin 5 AP classes and for the past 3 days (including today) i have had no homework whatsoever. how awesome is that??!!!

goin to the zoo to get pictures for AP art next tuesday or wednesday. bringin some of my delbarton friends cause we have that day off for like, 8 hours of shut down water because of construction. new fine arts building *oooooooo* haha.  anyways, anyone else wanna come with us? ti'll be super fun promise

when i feel less lazy and when i'm not with peoples, i'll post more. c yas all